and i guess that i just don't know
Sean and I end up walking through the woods near campus. It’s snowing lightly and it’s not too cold, the moon is high and full and makes the ground glow white. The Smiths are singing ‘Reel Around The Fountain’. He hands me the bottle. I tell him, “I find myself talking to you when you’re not around. Just talking. Carrying on conversations.” I really don’t, but it just seems like the right thing to say and he’s really so much better-looking than Gerald. “I wish you wouldn’t tell me shit like that,” he says. “It’s creepy. It weirds me out.” — “The Rules Of Attraction” by Bret Easton Ellis